| So yeah I never use this thing anymore. If you want to see whats going on in my life either go to my livejournal (Butterfly200408) or my mypace which most of y'all have. Oh and btw I finally have a new car so I will be able to come out of hiding! |
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| Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
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| Well anthoer thing just popped up that make me want to close myself off even more. I'm tired of living in this house with me father. Im sick and tired of getting yelled at and treated like I am a slave. He sits on his ass all day and does nothing. Im sick of it. I want out, i want me and my mom to leave and it just be us. She doesnt yell at me or get mad at anything until he gets home. Hell he's one of the main reasons I don't have a boyfriend, he drives them all away. Nobody comes over here when he's home. Today he 1) tried to shoot my dog with a fucking bb gun. Then he yelled at me cause I have paint on my goddame jeans. Fuck...people pay 100s of dollers for jeans with paint on them and I do it for free and get told that I don't give a shit about anythung and that I'm just like Dustin...a fucking alchoholic drug addict. I swear to god if he doesnt stop targeting me im gone. I don't know where im gonna go but im gonna leave. |
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| Ok so reason I've not been out or answering phone calls lately.... Lately I've been kinda wanting to be just myself. I recently found out that last time I was with Wes he did nothing but lie to me. Im not mad at any of you or anything like that, I just want to be alone for the moment. Im ok, not depressed at all. This is just a way I deal with things, I'll eb back in touch with everyone in a couple of weeks once I get things straight in my head. So if any of you call me and I don't answer, Im not mad at you, im just still wanting to be alone. I hope you all understand and don't hold anyting against me for doing this. I still love you all!! |
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| I still feel like poo! I have somehow injured my tailbone....don't ask em how I don't know. Also I haven't felt like socializing or talking to anyone lately. Im not being emo...just distant for a few weeks. With all of the shit with school that I have gone through I really just have wanted to stay home and relax |
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